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Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
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I just realized I'm the only one who doesn't update this bitch anymore.
Maybe I should.
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Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
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Senior year has officially begun and I'm already asking myself WHY I am doing early decision. I'm going to be such a wreck.
However, I have jewlery and an internship so it's not going to be too shabby.
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Friday, August 26th, 2005
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I got a pretty new ring that I'm in love with.
4 days until school starts.
I miss Drew.
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Friday, August 19th, 2005
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Not having a car for 3 days makes me want to cry...
The focus died.
Well not really died...it just had a boo boo. The ignition went. Honestly...how does an ignition die? But whatever...hopefully I'll get it back tomorrow.
I'll never complain about it being tiny again.
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Monday, August 15th, 2005
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Question:Where has everyone been?!
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Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
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I suck at updating this journal but i really don't know what to say.
Peru was amazing. I had so much fun with everyone but I'm glad to be home...kind of. The summer is going by really effing fast and before you know it...senior year is here. SATs, homework, sports, student council. Thinking about it makes me tired.
Oi.
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Tomorrow I am leaving for Peruuuuuuu until July 27th or 28th or whatever (look at Ian's journal) and I am totally excited!!!!!!!!
However I'm a little sad because I'll miss everyone (i.e.: Drew, Arthur, Shannon, Lindz, MB, Lem, Erin, etc.)
I can't wait to go and it's going to be awesome and I'm a little nervous but that's alright I'll get over it. I still need to pack a few things.
Adios amigos.
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I'm nervous/excited about Peru next week. I think I might jump on board with Elena to write a farewell letter of sorts...which is kindddddddd of scary.
Other than that...nothing else is really new at all. Same stuff...different day.
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Wednesday, June 29th, 2005
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I'm tired
I'm tired of being alone
I'm tired of not having closure on anything.
I'm tired of everything feeling open ended
I'm tired of being confused
I'm tired of not being able to say how I feel
I'm tired of that horrible feeling like you're doing something wrong when you really aren't
I'm tired of not being "myself"
I'm tired of not knowing what myself is anymore
I'm tired of the same old thing
I'm tired of talking about college already
I'm tired of feeling fat...so now I go to the gym every day
I'm tired of not getting enough hugs
I'm tired of not feeling affectionate
I'm tired of not caring
I'm tired of boys/men/whatever the hell they think they are
I'm tired of nothing good being on the radio
I'm tired of not having money...but
I'm tired of working every day
I'm tired of feeling different
I'm tired of feeling tired with everything
so hurry up and get here
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Haven't updated the journal in quite awhile...
It would be SO awesome if people called me to do things because this summer is going to suck otherwise. I might not be home but you could call my cell phone and find out what I'm doing and you all know my number sooo...yeah. Pretty much since vacation started I've only hung out with people that are 18+ and I kind of want to hang out with like Hannah and those kids.
That's the end of my bitching about how nobody calls me.
Went to a random retirement party for this lady I work with tonight. Everyone was drunk and/or under the influence of illegal substances. Fun times...and we ALL have to work tomorrow. FABULOUS.
I can't wait to get out of this country.
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